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Emma Wykes Davis
07 December 2009 @ 01:46 pm
Once on a quiet night,
the brilliance of your look
took me by surprise in light,
like love out of a book
I used to pour
the painful tears,
until my eyes were sore
You fought against the fears,
when evening becomes pitch
dark with no shine
Send away my twitch
and claim you a mine
The frost eats my soul
but you fill the hole
Wrapped tight in my head
Drowning in a thoughtful pool,
I sink into my foam bed,
wanting to hide from the fool
Enjoy the peace that sweeps
Draws the shades against my mind
Each shadow breather creeps,
they are cold and not kind
The love that floods the alley
Your footsteps on my landing
Once again you will rally
It is worth a beautiful branding
For you I hope and wait,
you have the key to the front gate
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Living in: foam bed
Feeling like: accomplishedaccomplished
Listening to: laughing
 
 
Emma Wykes Davis
05 September 2009 @ 06:16 am
My head starts thinking,
it needs to stop.
My heart starts racing,
it needs to stop.
My blood starts boiling,
it needs to stop.
My muscles start aching,
it needs to stop.
My rage starts building,
it needs to stop.

My head starts thinking,
it needs to think faster.
My heart starts racing,
it needs to race faster.
My blood starts boiling,
it needs to boil faster.
My muscles start aching,
they need to ache faster.
My rage starts building,
it needs to build faster.

My life is falling,
it needs to stop.
My emotions keep happening,
it needs to stop.
My love keeps dying,
it needs to stop.
My hopes keep failing,
it needs to stop.
My pain keeps hurting,
it needs to stop.

My life is falling,
it needs to fall sooner.
My emotions keep happening,
they need to happen less.
My love keeps dying,
it needs to die harder.
My hopes keep failing,
they need to fail harder.
My pain keeps hurting,
it needs to fucking die.
 
 
 
Living in: The dark
Feeling like: lonelylonely
Listening to: Hope.
 
 
Emma Wykes Davis
03 February 2009 @ 10:44 am
Days that passed were only days, but they looked like a life time.
 Her glass cage had to be unlocked, but first someone had to notice it was there.
  Keeping the power and force of everything that is left.
   The remains were swept into a carefully looked after box, waiting to be released.
    But she was anxious, to look outside again and see a clear sky, still hoping there was one.
    But, she was still so contained, still not free to herself, to believe in life.
   The girl pushed herself to remove her on confinement, took her feelings and imploded the box.
  Keeping herself free she went on her way to fly to the future.
 Her journey has just begun, but being solidified on the path.
Days passed until she was comfortable in her new life.

 It took months to find the true hope that was pulling her.
  Another lost soul, the perfect match, steady and bright, pulling her closer, testing faith.
   She wished she could understand this new life, the feeling of being free.
    Choices were made without her permission, choices that baffled her.
     But when it was explained it made more sense.
     But explaining her new heart is still difficult.
    Choices she makes thrill and scare her, confusing the reality, making clear the dream.
   She has decided to enjoy this dream, because it is reality, as reality is dreamed.
  Another chance at, love, that's it.
 It is the purest love, not driven by need, but want, and hope.

  For this she has been preparing, still hesitant, wanting to make sure.
   Proud to say that she has found him, it, herself, with this future path in hand.
    She knows that it will always be this love so strong and burning.
     They will be this way forever, never losing fire, flame, fuel.
      But there will always be change, always growing and moving together.
      But, they will never no true anguish together, they have been forever meant for each other.
     They met and it bloomed.
    She left years ago because it was not going to bloom yet.
   Proud now, to say she loves with all her heart.
  For her heart has been unpackaged and rewrapped and thankfully by him.

 
 
Living in: Media Lab
Feeling like: happyhappy
Listening to: Spread-Outkast
 
 
Emma Wykes Davis
08 December 2008 @ 01:55 am
 1 Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2 The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3 Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4 Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5 To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6 The Bible
7 Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8 1984 - George Orwell
9 His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10 Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11 Little Women - Louisa M Alcott

12 Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13 Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14 Complete Works of Shakespeare
15 Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16 The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17 Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18 Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19 The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20 Middlemarch - George Eliot
21 Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22 The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23 Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24 War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25 The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26 Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27 Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28 Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29 Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll

30 The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31 Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32 David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33 Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34 Emma - Jane Austen
35 Persuasion - Jane Austen
36 The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis

37 The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38 Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39 Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden

40 Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41 Animal Farm - George Orwell
42 The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43 One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44 A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45 The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46 Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47 Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48 The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49 Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50 Atonement - Ian McEwan

51 Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52 Dune - Frank Herbert
53 Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54 Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55 A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56 The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57 A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58 Brave New World - Aldous Huxley

59 The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60 Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61 Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62 Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov

63 The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64 The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65 Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66 On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67 Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68 Bridget Jones's Diary - Helen Fielding
69 Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70 Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71 Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72 Dracula – Bram Stoker
73 The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74 Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75 Ulysses - James Joyce
76 The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77 Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78 Germinal - Emile Zola
79 Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80 Possession - AS Byatt
81 A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82 Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83 The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84 The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85 Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86 A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87 Charlotte's Web - EB White
88 The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89 Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90 The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91 Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92 The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery

93 The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94 Watership Down - Richard Adams
95 A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96 A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97 The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98 Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99 Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl

100 Les Miserables - Victor Hugo


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Living in: numb numb land
Feeling like: numbnumb
Listening to: numbing hum
 
 
Emma Wykes Davis
04 March 2007 @ 03:38 pm
listening to all of those good songs that i listened to non-stop last year. i remember the days that i listened to them. what happened. what didn't happen. my heart swells every time i hear the words. i just want to run back into the past. cover my eyes and run like hell. no one knows how i feel. my stomach is all butterflies. i can't swallow them down. i just want all the haze to go away. the pain. pain pain pain. pain, hurt, depression. such heavy things that weigh down on me. nothing so simple as bliss. i feel as if i am on a merry-go-round. going through daily activities, doing the same thing over and over again thinking something different will happen each time. insanity. that is the definition of insanity. isn't it? my head hurts. off to write up some poetry storms.
 
 
Living in: home
Feeling like: draineddizzy
Listening to: Intermission-P!ATD